hello everyone, i'm back! (:
band camp was, hmm, okay nevermind.
before i comment on anything, pictures first. (:

with eugene!
& liying!
uh, empty seats. they went for dinner. (:
uh huh.
food! thanks liying. :D
jocelyn and eugene.
liying.
and oh your god, this is Mr Kenneth De Souza, also known as KDS.
what was i thinking lah. why did i take a picture with him! -.-
I DONT HAVE DOWN SYNDROME.
the night scenery's pretty. my cam's not that good.
tianji, liying & me.
& i boldly asked danny to take a picture with us! yeah. i rock.
tianji, danny, liying, me! (:
with nurul, nisa, shuyi, jasmine, and my purple jacket. :D
me and shuyi.
oboists!
liying & tianji.
people preparing for combined sectionals.
shuyi and weiyao.
"when i saw shuyi, i was so overwhelmed by shuyi, that i shouted, ELLISE!" - weiyao.
hahahaha! :D look at his shocked expression la. lols.
the scenery outside. pretty.
with jasmine.
& siqing.
chonhei and tianji.
aiya weiyao, they dont wanna take with you la. ;x
i always thought i look good with specs. HAHA.
shot taken by chester. then he sent it to me. having lunch. (:
shot of us with danny from liying's phone.
and one last picture, the oboe section`05! :D


exchange with nyjc was enjoyable.
its nice to see all the ypsb people after so long. hahaha.
we should have more exchanges lah. :D

band was tiring, yet, i managed to have fun.
i don't feel myself improving at all though. maybe its not enough.
loads of practising. sectionals, combined sectionals, full band.
numerous hours of practising for the past four days. tiring.

nevertheless, night time was fun.
we ate tidbits at night, despite having full band til midnight.
and talking about all the stuff together,
sneaking around playing daidee in the dark,
it was really enjoyable. (:


i had fun. i worked hard. i played, not really hard.
i learnt a lot more about my music playing.
i got to know my fellow band mates better.
i had my frustrations. i irritated people.
i screwed up. i blacked out. i wanted to cry and give up.
i felt like shit. i felt like i was in heaven.

& now, i'm really really tired from everything.

i really really enjoyed the company of my fellow band mates and seniors,
thought it really sucked to feel like you're isolated from the whole outside world.
but i really really enjoy playing with the band,
its really damn nice to hear beautiful sound, coming out from the band,
and you're sitting there, knowing that you're a part of it.

but then the beautiful sound doesn't last, does it.
i think we really pissed mr tan off big time.
he must be like so damn disappointed.

we should have started long time ago already.
but its better late than never, isn't it.
hopefully everyone really wakes up from their fairytale dreams already.


ignite your passion.



all talk and no action's nothing.
i shall prove it.